i am scared to share my thoughts
my thoughts are s c a t t e r e d
They do not exist in transit.
Most seem to have thoughts in chains
Long, unbroken streams of consciousness
Every link logical and fluid
A liquid beauty that ties down, captures, restrains.
my thoughts feel like ELECTRONS
pop! into my frontal lobe
[i am a starting thought]
pop! into my temporal memories
[i am a second thought]
pop! out of my mouth
[i am the unrelated response]
There is no chain.
They appear at will, with no in between steps.
A raven is like a writing desk!
I am scared to say what I think!
[you make me feel ashamed of myself]