so about that work thing i said earlier
i’m pretty tired.
if i could enumerate all the things i’ve been through, it would be
i don’t want that.
but mostly i don’t want that because its work.
because i’d have to emotionally care for you.
you see, i’m exhausted. i’ve nothing left of myself to give. i used all my empathy up on myself.
and there is not enough good in the world for me to draw it up anew
so for now
that is all.